Friday, January 21, 2011

Peeking into the Future


 I feel like running away.  There.  I said it.

Maybe I should reframe that statement.  I feel like running to.  There is no doubt that I have a good life.  I simply cannot, and should not, complain about any aspect as I really do have a good life.  As good as it may be though, I feel something tugging at me, beckoning me, urging me to step out of the normalcy of my every day life into an adventure.

Maybe I'm just an adrenaline junkie and need my next fix, but I honestly don't think that's the motivation.  I just feel like there is something I am supposed to be doing, something other than what I am doing now.  And there lies the rub.  

I know that what I am doing now has purpose and is right.  I know that I have yet to be released to move on (yikes,  not in relationships but in purposeful living).  But I also know that there is something around the bend of this journey that I am on, and I am trying not to squander my now while I anxiously anticipate the future.

1 comment:

Nicku B said...

You're anxious to have dinner with me! That must be it...dont worry I suggested a day/time on your FB page. In all seriousness it is exciting to know God has something just around the bend, and to literally FEEL HIM prepping you for it...the waiting is the hardest part I hear ;)