The Multiple Me

Sometimes I feel like two people.  There's the normal me ~ the one who fits in very nicely with society.  And the alternative one ~ the one who thinks outside the social box.  This is not the Christian dilemma of living in the world while not being of the world.  This is more an expression of my internal world.  I've felt this way for most of my life.  Two sides, slightly out of step but somehow  cobbled together into me.